Everything But Mine

Walking along the sky
Chasing a glimpse of you
Painting a world with stars I found inside your eyes
Up here above the haze
Everything looks so clear
Wondering what it would be like if you were here

And time, it takes time
But I can't wait
To tell you how I feel

Oh, you're the calm when my world is crashing
My heart, my blood, my passion
Why, tell me why
You're everything but mine
I hold you close when it all goes crazy
And through it all, you'd be my lady
Why, tell me why
You're everything, everything but mine

You don't have to be afraid
Of somebody else's touch
Just gimme a chance to prove
Just how you should be loved

And time, it takes time
It's not too late
To tell you how I feel

Oh, you're the calm when my world is crashing
My heart, my blood, my passion
Why, tell me why
You're everything but mine
I hold you close when it all goes crazy
And through it all, you'd be my lady
Why, tell me why
You're everything, everything but mine

Everything thing but mine
Mine I know, oh baby
Someday you'll come around
I'm gonna leave the light on
And I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

I won't let you down
Oh, you're the calm when my world is crashing
My heart, my blood, my passion
Why, tell me why
You're everything but mine
I hold you close when it all goes crazy
And through it all, you'd be my lady
Why, tell me why
You're everything, everything but mine

You're the sun
You're the star
You're the moon
You're the rain
Love your lips, love your eyes
Drivin' me insane
Oh you're everything but mine, yeah
You're everything but mine

Everything But Mine, One in a Milion e Helpless When She smiles são posts dedicados a Bia... não precisam saber quem é, só que é especial.

One In A Million

She wakes up with the sun
She throws on her clothes
Hoping her car will start
The second time around
The day has begun
The lines out the door
Serving up fraps
Until she can't take anymore

I see it in her broken smile
Oh, I wish I could tell her

You're one in a million
You're going the distance, babe
You're gonna work it out someday
I wish I could tell her
You're one in a million
But you never even look my way

No, she never looks my way
She never, never, ever looks my way

She ties up her hair
Her makeup is smeared
Wiping the tears that she wants no one to see
She screams on the pain
I hear every word
Why don't you know?
How beautiful you are

Just see it in my broken smile
Oh, I wish I could tell her

You're one in a million
You're going the distance, babe
You're gonna work it out someday
I wish I could tell her
You're one in a million
But you never even look my way

If I could be the light
To guide you through
The darkness baby
If I could be the one
To change the ending to your story

I'd be one in a million, yeah
I'd be one in a million

Someday I will tell her
You're gonna work it out someday

You're one in a million
You're going the distance, babe
You're gonna work it out someday
I wish I could tell her
You're one in a million
But you never even look my way

Helpless When She Smiles

She keeps the secrets in her eyes
She wraps the truth inside her lies
Just when I can't take what she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

Maybe I'd fight it if I could
It hurts so bad, but feels so good
She opens up just like a rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she asked me to, I would

It's out of control
But I can't let it go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

When she looks at me
I get so weak

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A reckless ride in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

Something That I Already Know

Here we are,
Seven days
And seven nights of empty tries
It's rituals, habitual
But it's never gonna work this time

We're to the point of no return
And along the way the only thing we've learned
Is how to hurt each other

I'm looking back and wondering why
It took so long to realize
That nothing's changed, it never will
All these years of standing still
And still we stay, in all this pain
And nothing's going to make it go away

I don't want to wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't want to wait another minute to hear

Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know
Something that I already know
I know, I know, I know

So save your voice
Don't waste your breath
Can't you see we're at the end?
This goodbye, it's permanent
So wish me well
And try to forget

All the fights
And all the ways
We almost made it
But we never did
And finally it's come to this

I don't want to wait another minute
Put me out of my misery
I can read your mind baby you're not in it
And we're not what we used to be
No you wouldn't have to lie to me
If you would only let me go
And I don't want to wait another minute to hear

Sua voz...

Ouvir sua voz em alguma gravação antiga já não ameniza mais a dor causada. Nem parece mais que é você naquelas gravações... nem parece mais a pessoa que eu conheci... não é mais a pessoa que eu conheci.
Agora todas as suas palavras causam dor, muita dor, e só me restam suas palavras.
Cada ato, cada facada, cada tiro. Nada se compara a dor dos seus atos, nem mesmo sua ausência dou tanto quanto as coisas que me diz.
Seu egoísmo, sua ânsia de sempre ter razão, isso te transforma em um monstro. Monstro este que me diz tantas mentiras, tantos "argumentos" à favor de si próprio que mal percebe que mente também para si mesmo. Como se isso apagasse seus erros e te santificassem novamente.

"Este é o final que você quer"

Essas palavras ainda ecoam em minha mente. Falou isso como se tudo tivesse acontecido do jeito que EU quis e que você sente muito por tudo ter acontecido deste jeito. ESSA SUA HIPOCRISIA ME MATA.
O final que você quis... VOCÊ QUIS.
Então fique com seu final perfeito e seja feliz.

Mentiras Disfarçadas

Mentiras disfarçadas de "que seja infinito enquanto dure... é o que eu sempre digo."
É assim que as pessoas fazem agora. Ao invés de assumir os próprios erros. De assumir que erraram, que enganaram...
O pior é a cara de pau de acharem que estão certas, que não tomaram partido. O "eu amo mais fulano que você" e depois voltar atrás como se fosse uma mentira e logo em seguida te darem uma rasteira, acabarem com a única coisa que você cria do amor.
O mais legal é destruirem um amor assim, se metendo e na hora de consertar usam o "não vou me meter" para isso. Mas foi bom "se meter" para arruinar tudo. Foi bom "se meter" só para agradar alguém que se importa tanto com você que nem aparece para dizer boa tarde.
Estar aqui todo dia, e dizer "eu te amo" todo dia não satisfazem mais egos.

Então... não foi eterno enquanto durou porque não durou o suficiente para ser eterno.

Usar ele foi fácil, afinal, ele não estava aqui para você conversar. Usar a mim foi fácil, afinal, ela não estava aqui para você conversar. E mostrar todo o seu amor. Este falso amor que fingiu sentir por mim. Mas que só sente por você. Egoísta... e depois eu que sou a hipócrita, eu que estou errada. Vai Tomar No C*.

You and me... we're done!

Don't Waste Your Time

It's over, it's over, it's over...

It seems you can't hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can't
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You're callin'
You're talkin'
You're tryin'
Tryin' to get in
But it's over, it's over, it's over
Friend

Don't waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath, don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it's over, it's over, it's over
You touched me
You had me
But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend
Don't waste my time


Eu te amei, eu fui a melhor amiga que alguém poderia ser. E você o que fez....
Só aprendemos a dar valor ao que perdemos. Quem sabe assim você aprende.

Apologize

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say, but I just can't make a
sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with a fire red
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
I'm sorry like an angel
Heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off... the ground

You Better Off Dead!

War-eyes!
What's the matter with you?
what are you tryin'to do? I'm wrecking my brain,I'll never get it.
Did I ever hurt you in any way?If you did then hear my apology: FUCK YOU!

I'd give anything to batter you down,
all the way to 6 feet under
And why in earth should I stop until
I see your fucking ass drop.

Mind your own business and leave mine alone
to take a look at the real world for a sec.
It's a hell for heroes and heaven for fools,
what makes you the luckiest bastard on earth

In the prejudiced mind you narrow yourself in,
I'm the servant while you're the king.

Ohhhhhohh,
Til' tomorrow it's a better day to be,
Ooohhohohoh,
You're better off dead than fucking with me.
Ohooohhoooh
What if there ain't no tomorrow...
Ohooohoho
Well let me tell you there wasn't one today.

Hey, if you like me so dare,
so, I know why I stop
and the only one step right
and it's raining flesh of death.

In the prejudiced mind you narrow yourself in,
I'm the servant while you're the king.

Ohhhhhohh,
Til' tomorrow it's a better day to be,
Ooohhohohoh,
You're better off dead than fucking with me.
Ohooohhoooh
What if there ain't no tomorrow...
Ohooohoho
Well let me tell you there wasn't one today.

Autopsicografia

O poeta é um fingidor.
Finge tão completamente
Que chega a fingir que é dor
A dor que deveras sente.

E os que lêem o que escreve,
Na dor lida sentem bem,
Não as duas que ele teve,
Mas só a que eles não têm.

E assim nas calhas de roda
Gira, a entreter a razão,
Esse comboio de corda
Que se chama coração.

Fernando Pessoa

Feel For You (Century Child)

You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent

I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair
The endless nightmare, devil's lair

Only so many times
I can say I long for you
The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves

Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade

Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine

This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you

Ocean Soul (Century Child)

One more night
To bear this nightmare
What more do I have to say

Crying for me was never worth a tear
My lonely soul is only filled with fear

Long hours of loneliness
Between me and the sea

Losing emotion
Finding devotion
Should I dress in white and search the sea
As I always wished to be - one with the waves
Ocean Soul

Walking the tideline
I hear your name
Is angels wispering
Something so beautiful it hurts

I only wished to become something beautiful
Through my music, through my silent devotion

Forever Yours (Century Child)

Fare thee well, little broken heart
Downcast eyes, lifetime loneliness

Whatever walks in my heart will walk alone

Constant longing for the perfect soul
Unwashed scenery forever gone

No love left in me
No eyes to see the heaven beside me
My time is yet to come
So I'll be forever yours

Dead To The World (Century Child)

All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

The child gave thought to the poet's world
Gave comfort to the Fallen
(Heartfelt, lovelorn)

Remaining, yet still uninvited
Those words scented my soul
(Lonely soul, Ocean soul)

It's not the monsters under your bed
It is the Man next door
That makes you fear, makes you cry,
Makes you cry for the child
All the wars are fought among those lonely men
Unarmed, unscarred

I don't want to die a scarless man
A lonely soul
(Tell me now what to do)

I studied silence to learn the music
I joined the sinful to regain innocence

Heaven queen, cover me
In all that blue
Little boy, such precious joy
Is dead to the world

Heaven queen, carry me
Away from all pain
All the same take me away
We're dead to the world

Dead, silent, constant
Yet always changing
- My favorite view of this world

As he died, he will return to die in me again
Weaving the cloth, giving birth to the Century Child
Who gave his life not for the world but for me
Innocence reborn once more

Desapontamento.

Cansa correr atrás dos outros. Cansa tentar ser a melhor pessoa possível. Cansa tentar impresionar, ou tentar um minuto de atenção e receber em troca um "algo" que deixa um vazio maior do que se não tivesse recebedi nada.
Odeio isso. Odeio me sentir... sempre a mesma coisa. Sempre a mesma pessoa, fracassada... no amor e nas amizades.
Mas não existe isso de azar no "amor e amizade" e sorte no "jogo". Até hoje não ganhei na mega-sena. Até hoje não ganhei nem no par ou ímpar... Certas coisas, só acontece, comigo?! Murphy, vai ser pai de outra pessoa.